Self sabotage is my mother tongue. Defend and defeat any threat to control. Neck sore from constantly looking the wrong way. Exasperated from self- a double edged sword.
I enjoy the pain.
“Where have you been?” were the first words I said to him.
“Looking for you”- he replied.
“What? With your eyes closed?” I said firm with a death glance.
He smiled instantly. And that’s when I knew I was ready to fight again.